tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-75308467236568912282012-02-16T21:21:56.187-05:00Share in my stories concerning life, dating, relationships, my relationship with Christ and the one you could have with Him, randomness, and whatever else I can think of.jspotwriterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03924585309894853198noreply@blogger.comBlogger3921100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7530846723656891228.post-18153665570145902562012-02-07T08:28:00.002-05:002012-02-07T08:31:27.361-05:00

I just want to thank all of my followers. I want to thank the ones that have been with me since inception and to thank my new followers too. I thank you for your support and that you come by and read my blog and comment means a lot. I can't thank you enough. Just to let you know I have just finished my script for a new Stage Play: The Struggle to Joy. I'm crazy excited about this because I've

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Dear Journal, So I'm truly just in an incredible place of sadness and confusion. It is unbelievable where I am right now and that the second that I feel like I am making progress I find myself going twelve steps back. I appreciate that God is (or I hope that He is) exposing me to my Ugly Truth- showing me the things that I need to change and get rid of and these things are so hard for me to see.

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Kubler-Ross describes the stages of grief and loss as: Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance. These stages appear to be linear, but I also believe that people can pass back and forth between these stages. I also believe that people can become stagnate in one of these stages before moving forward or going backwards. The hardest stage however to reach or to remain within to me is

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No one told me that relationships were truly a lot of work. I don't mean just the "commercialized" or "romanticized" versions of the work that comes with relationships, but the truly down and dirty work that comes with two people coming together and trying to make a relationship work. Day in and day out I find myself successfully content, but morbidly depressed that there is more work to being in

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I thank God for my friends. I don't think my friends realize the magnitude of their hospitality or their subtle kindness. They may think that it is just watching tv or some shows, but it is so much more. I don't think I thank God enough for my friends. I just thank Him because they have been really great to me and I just get a piece of mind. And God only knows how much I need a peace of mind. I

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Cheating is never an easy thing to deal with and being in a relationship is already difficult; learning a person, staying motivated to be romantic and caring; sharing families, building dreams together, and bad breath; all of these things make a relationship tough. Out of no where you add cheating to the equation and you have Armageddon.The thing that angers me the most about cheaters are their

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I'm going to be writing a lot on acceptance soon, but I wanted to touch on a little of what I talked about in my post on cheating. Like I stated we know that the person is a cheater or going to hurt us, but we choose not to accept it. We only come to terms with the reality of the situation AFTER reality HITS us hard. We have to start looking at acceptance in its face and running when it says to

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I actually tweeted "I had the best night of my life and sex was not involved." That tells you one of two things, either I've had a large reduction in the hormone testosterone hence now I'm an emasculated eunuch, or I've just been so caught up in sin the one night where I don't find myself in trouble and full of guilt and shame I have to equate to how amazing sex is!?!?!I'm hopelessly lost or just

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I have to become a better Christian. I'm not a conventional Christian and when it comes to standards of Christian Living I definitely may need to take Christianity 101 again. I hate to give myself labels, but I'm not what you call someone who has been giving this the one two fight!Don't get me wrong or rather don't mistake me as a self-loathing backsliding Christian; think of me rather as a

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I'm not a writer and I laugh when I tell myself I am. I am good with words and I can be creative at times, but I don't think I'm a writer. I want to be though. I want to be good at it too. This world has got to browse my blog, pick up my books, read my letters, and believe in me; this is something that I can't let go of. I'm a liar and like I said every now and then I get good at slightly

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You knew yes you always knew they were a cheater. Hell every single one of us knew that they would cheat on us or better yet they would break our heart. What, did we forget that human beings have the propensity and the audacity to treat one another like the scum of the earth? I'm not angry or bitter; I'm presenting another point of view so to speak or if you will. We knew they would hurt us, but

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Cast your cares upon me because I care for you! Thank you Lord Jesus for caring for me!

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Trying not to become addicted to the grief but I find myself nearly inconsolable! Then I think of Jesus and His promise!

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Lord God in our darkest hour we must give you praise!

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Trying to blink and look past the blindness tears form in my eyes! I wonder if I cried enough tears that would be payment enough to bring you back to me!

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Rest in Peace my Grandmother and now Rest in Peace my Godmother! Both of you have been such vital forces in my life and have blessed me!

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You never miss a good thing until it is gone! You never knew how much you loved someone until they don't love you anymore!

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You never know how precious a life is until it is gone! You never know how fragile a heart is until it is broken! You never know what you have til it is gone!

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You never know who you will meet and how that meeting may some day change your life! I believe the Bible is so real and when it says be careful how you entertain strangers; I have to agree that this is a lesson we all must learn. Your first impression can be the start of something amazing or the ending of something that could have been a blessing. We have to start approaching people with kindness

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I never thought that I would truly be at this place. I have been at the place of thinking "hey this is the woman I think I can married," but this time it is real. I know that within my heart, mind, and soul that I want to marry and take care of my future. I can't explain why I know that she is my future, but I just know. I know that and everything confirms it; from when I pray about it, the way

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Relationship Ups and Downs: How Your Relationship with God Can Help You with Your Relationships with Others.By Joseph SniderWhat are some issues you find in relationships or being in relationships with others?What are some of the things that you wish people just knew about you or rather you wish they would just get?What are some things that you need to work on?Ten Common Problems in All

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Single in the CitySeven Points to Successfully Navigating Being Single and SearchingBy Joseph SniderHave you ever found yourself questioning what the meaning of life was, or rather you were meant to do something, but it never seems to work out for you? Have you found yourself asking the question,” Can I be a Christian and date?” May be you’ve just decided to give up on the whole relationship and

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It only takes a moment for you to break someone's trust, but it takes a lifetime to rebuild it!!!

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It only takes a moment for you to break someone's trust, but it takes a lifetime to rebuild it!!!

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To know that you are struggling with doing the right thing is a tough dilemma, but think about how much more you will struggle if you don't do what is right

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Honestly like I just tweeted a few minutes ago (check out my twitter section of the blog); if I could change one thing about me besides my height, it would be to change the random mood swings I encounter every other day or so. I just can’t understand how one moment I can be this almost sickening happy maniac, who laughs at everything, to transform into this obese with depression woman man that is

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Me and My Luna AKA TitsMuhGeeI have this incredibly funny, sarcastic, nonchalant (at times), semi-cynical (at certain moments), genuine, out of the box, beautiful, sardonic (ironic side of this big word), amazing, sister/best-friend who goes by the pseudonym of Luna aka TitsMuhGee. Luna reminds me a lot of Ellen Paige as (Juno), mixed with Zoe DeChanel, a little bit of Samantha from Sex and the

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"Relationships are not tests so there is no need to cheat," anonymous

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Forgive those who have you hurt you and ask for forgiveness to those you have hurt!

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Utilize what you have learned from past relationships to help navigate the new one you're trying to maintain! Don't let someone pay for someone else's mistakes

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In relationships and dating, you can't be afraid to start over! It can be tough to go back out there, but give it another try with a new outlook!

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I just hope that you will see that you can't treat people any kind of way and not think you won't get it back!

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Can the world effectively move if there was no critics, judges, or rejection?

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You have to become a better person by just being a better person than you were yesterday

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Lord Jesus please forgive me of my sins. I continue to go down the same road and play the fence between living for Christ and living for my own fleshly and selfish needs. God I'm sorry that I keep turning back to the wicked ways of my youth and only seeking to satisfy my earthly lusts and pleasures. God I'm sorry. Lord Jesus I don't want to be out of fellowship with you, but the fear and lack of

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So...So I never thought that I would be afraid to move forward and yet I find myself in a place journal where moving forward seems almost impossible. I know that I need to do this, but I can't overcome the mental blocks that tell me to stay PUT! I want to succeed, but because of a failure or two, I fear that I will fail completely if I decide to move forward. So I think that I want to try and

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You never miss a good thing until it is gone!

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Men and Women you can't have your cake and eat it too! Don't you understand that you have to give and invest? You don't miss your well till the water runs dry!

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I fully enjoyed my birthday today and I wish I could do the day over again minus the working lol! I love my friends and family who helped make it so special!

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You can't ever be mad at someone who decides to love themselves more than you could love them!

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What would life be if it wasn't unpredictable? Would we still enjoy life?

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If life could just stop being so unpredictable all the time!

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I absolutely despise you! The very center of my core is on fire and burning with a dangerous and deadly hatred that erupts the desire to see you harmed. Unable to bring myself to cause you such pain; hot boiling tears erupt and burn my face and destroy my pride. I'm full of embarrassment and anger because I'm crying. The more tears of anger I shed, the more the hurt resurfaces and I find myself

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I'm so sick of exes! Is there not a place that you can send the mean, evil, nasty, and backstabbing exes? I wish there was a world to put them in and only take them out when they are fully repented of their wrongs and the way they treat people. I would understand if an ex is upset with their old significant other if they did them wrong, but how do they manage to treat an ex wrong who hasn't

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I don't want to deal with emotional scars anymore. The scars from being hurt from past relationships. I just want to be free of such finite things. I know that scars come in life, pain comes, and heartache comes; what happens when the scars bleed through the healing? I just want to know. Unfortunately I can't write more about this at the moment because I have a freshly opened scar.

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The God of Time and Seasons Ecclesiastes 3:1-81 To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:2 a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;3 a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;4 a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;5 a time to

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All I want is to sleep and play video games! I also just have an urge to blog!

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Forgive me it has been a minute since I have sent a post from my phone! I've been so busy it just doesn't make any sense! I'm so glad that it is friday!

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Why do people say that they want their friends to be real? Do you know what you’re asking for? Do you know that you are unable to recognize the real (ness) in others because of the absence of real (ness) in you?! It kills me when people who are unable to accept truth, see the truth, admit fault, can't apologize for their wrongs, can't be the bigger person, do others wrong, talk bad about people,

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I can't begin to describe why so many relationships are lacking and falling apart! I truly believe that we have limited ourselves from positive and creative expressions of love, romance, and pure tokens of appreciation! That's why I bring you this post: Love Without Limits! Jean Grey and Franklin Richards are two omega level mutants with powerful mental capabilities. One with the power to control

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I read an article today about a woman who has chosen to remain single and celibacy. She has decided to sacrifice her life, body, and the gift of sex; in order to completely dedicate herself to the service of the Lord! She stated that she chooses to be singles and has scriptures to support her choice. She also goes on to say that she has gain clarity and strength because she has dedicated herself

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You are more than your past. It is gone and you are no longer bound by it. Yesterday is gone and we don't have to hold on to that anymore. I know that it is hard to let go of the hurt, the guilt, the shame, and people who won't let you forget those things; you are more than your past. Stop being afraid to move from it and stop being afraid to find power somewhere else. We hold on to our past

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1. A man wants a woman who won't put him down or ever make him feel less than a man.2. A man wants a woman who can see his potential to be great and help him achieve those goals.3. A man wants a woman who is proud to have him as her man and not afraid to present him to her family.4. A man wants a woman who is sexy and confident.5. A man wants a woman who is a lady in the streets and the a freak

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A woman loves a man who smells good. 1A woman loves when a man is well groomed and clean. 2A woman loves a confident man. 3A woman loves a man who can be thoughtful and unselfish. 4A woman loves a man who is romantic and wants to impress her heart. 5A woman loves a man who can stimulate their mind. 6A woman loves a man who loves God and worships Him. 7A woman loves a man who can take charge. 8A

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I often sit back and wonder if I'm all talk or if this monogamy thing is what I truly believe in. (Disclaimer: If you're reading this let me be clear this is me thinking out loud. I believe in monogamy and I'm a ONE woman MAN!). But I'm sitting here thinking like wow where did I get this from? What has made me decide to be monogamous? Was I born with this particular preference for relationships

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So I'm just woke in my apartment after a long day of work, some good social work, and cleaning up my home. I'm sitting back and just can't get over the fact that I feel betrayed. I mean maybe I did bring this on myself and maybe I might even deserve it, but that doesn't console me or make me feel any better. I don't know why I was given this blessing (curse) to care so much or to love so hard.

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Very excited about the wine I have for tasting! Wine is an amazing drink and social gathering tool! I enjoy having company and being able to sip a nice wine!

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I'm in awe of you and you're beauty

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1. You are not a man just because you were born with male reproductive organs. You are just a male, that doesn't make you a man. 2. You are not a man if you can't keep your word. I understand every now and then you fall, but you never keep your word or you're not reliable. I'm sorry but you're not a man. 3. You are not a man if you DON'T CARE FOR YOUR CHILDREN! How can you let down your seed,

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Life always keeps you guessing and wondering what it will bring you're way! It never stops and wonders if you just need a break or some peace of mind!

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People will only do what you allow them to do to you!

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Just have to do an assessment of my life and start making some changes! I'm excited about new things, new travels, new love, new chances!

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“Trust is like a vase.. once it's broken, though you can fix it the vase will never be same again.”--Unknown "To be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved.” George MacDonald quotes “I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you” Friedrich Nietzsche quotes “We're never so vulnerable than when we trust someone - but paradoxically, if we cannot

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I was sitting in church today and was just in a peaceful state of mind. I thought about a lot while sitting there and blogging. I was so amazed that I just felt good sitting there and even stealing moments to watch my pastor clean up and not wanting any help lol. I'm curious what God is thinking of me right now and I was wondering what I think of myself. I haven't been a very faithful child

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I was having a conversation about relationships with my friend and we were discussing that marriage still works. When she stated that marriage still works, I followed up with, "as long as they are willing to work at it," followed by, "and as long as they can work at it with the no matter what in mind." My friend laughed in a knowing way and stated, "yeah that no matter what part is the kicker."

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Some times we can be so ridiculous and selfish! I don't know why though? It is so amazing that we can't take the time to do for others!

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I truly believe why we don't have healthy, amazing, and functional relationships stands on this principle: We don't make healthy decisions. We spend so much time trying to meet our own selfish needs and desires; we forget that when we enter into a relationship with someone else that they are a living, breathing, human being with feelings and needs too. I think that the ones who are victims to

jspotwriterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03924585309894853198noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7530846723656891228.post-62274773943667175342011-08-23T08:50:00.001-04:002011-08-23T08:50:09.535-04:00

Women are beautiful and amazing beings and I absolutely adore them and their beauty, but man I'm so confused many times by them. But I have a solution soon

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You're mad, but not that mad. You're speaking but not really speaking! You're up and down at the same time and I just need a xanax ladies!

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I get that communication is important and that honesty is top priority, but even with those keys I still find myself confused or left in the dark by women.

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I honestly wished that women came with an instruction manual and clear directions on how to navigate them and being in a relationship with them.

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You ever just had someone who just treats you well that you're just waiting to wake up from this obvious dream?

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I think this time I can trust her with my heart!

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Sometimes I think I'm so foolish and crazy for letting women have my heart, but I can't help it! Being in love is amazing!

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A poem I wrote a few years back enjoy.Taste of Tears By JwriterI wonder if we tasted our own tears if we would remember...We would remember the first time we cried...Or the first time someone we loved hurt us...We would taste our tears and remember the pain that was caused...The time we lost loved ones...The times we laughed so hard that we cried...Maybe if we could taste tears and remember,

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I know that I have a lot to answer for when I meet Jesus and the Heavenly Father in Heaven. I so hope that their GRACE and MERCY will extend in that moment, because the truth is I'm guilty. (Jesus intercedes on our behalf and although we are guilty, He has paid the price, penalty, and punishment for sin). Besides the most important reason for having a relationship with Christ, I often wonder what

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"You never miss a good thing until it is gone," UnknownHave you ever made the mistake of letting love pass you by? Do you ever ask yourself why? Why did you ignore the person that loved you and cared for you? Maybe you've been asking yourself this question many times over the course of your life or during the times you've genuinely had someone who truly loved you and you let them go. I never

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Finding love shouldn't be pulling teeth, instead with the right amount of logic, prayer, risk, and love; u can win!

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If you can't love a person for who they are now you won't be able to love them when they grow to someone new!

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You can't make a person into something you want them to be! They have to make the changes on their own!

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Love never comes with a simple instruction manual, but we make it complicated! We ask too many of the wrong questions!

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I never knew what could make the heart beat besides the function of pumping blood, but then I fell in love and my heart has two reasons for beating!

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I woke up this morning in Kentucky surrounded by my friends and just feeling a peace that I haven't felt in such a long time. I also woke up to this television program that was talking about the peace that Jesus brings and the Love of God; for a moment I felt this wave of peace that just made me want to get close to God. This feeling made me want to call out to Him and ask Him to allow me to walk

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Working through anger when I get there is so hard for me to get past! It is like trying to swim through a rip tide especially if my buttons are pushed!

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If your actions have wronged or offended anyone you should apologize and change your behavior!

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Having standards in a relationship is very important! And sticking to your standards sets the tone for respect and love!

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Often times we are plagued by the pain of our past and by the memories of the people, places, or things that have caused us pain. In trying to overcome the perils of person to person intimacy, we are often challenged with navigating through the nightmares or flashbacks of horrible and painful exes/relationships.How do we let go of the past and do we ever fully let go of our past experiences?

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Life is never what you expect, but you shouldn't let it stop you from reaching the top!

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If you subscribe to the school of thought that marriage just takes work; yeah this post may not be for you.I know for a FACT that no relationship is easy, but I also know that we don't have to treat our relationships like a nine to five that we loathe. I especially believe that those who are married don't have to treat there marriage as a tedious job that must be done.The way to make it not some

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This next statement has to be a line in one or two of the books I will eventually write."Everything that you've read about dating has been a lie, or at least a distorted, opinionated, and drawn out delusion of what someone has deemed as truth. The truth is it is just a hyped up version of their own experiences and we take it all in just to be soothed from our own failures in dating and

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I see her and I'm in love all over again

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I'm spinning in a circle of a dark void

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I was so surprised that I was spoken too! It was the first time that I felt I existed!

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Man just sitting down at this computer and actually blogging feels crazy...So...So I'm sitting in church this past Sunday thinking about how I still feel so distant and disconnected from everyone. I feel like I'm still on this far away island and though I can see everyone; the current in the ocean of emotions and spiritual praises is slowly pulling me away from the people that I've been around

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I can't stop thinking about how much I need to blog, but can't find the time or the motivation.

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I really don't think that love is just a feeling, but also I don't believe that love isn't a feeling at all. I think that love is so powerful it is hard to define it. Love is so powerful I think that we have to stop trying to ex love out of the equation! Love is so amazing and it shouldn't be ex out of your feelings, or your relationship, or your interactions with other people.Love is so magical

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Have you ever felt like throwing in the towel? When was the last time you felt motivated to live life to the fullest? Does it feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders?If you answered yes to any of these questions, you may have:LOST YOUR WILL TO FIGHT!!!BUTThere is hope! These last few months I have felt like I've wanted to give up. There have been times where I didn't want to get

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When you find someone that loves you and does for you without asking, they hold you up, they are there for you; hold on to them.

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You're heart may be broken, but remember you're more than your heart!!! There is more to you than just being in love or heartache

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I don't know who I'm speaking to, but you're a wonderful person and no matter what people say you will achieve and you will be happy! God loves you so much!

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